There is a pattern that follows us all through life. As a kid I remember I would hurry up the stairs at the water park. Only to get that few seconds of thrill just to slide down. Then as a teenagers meeting girls or initiating a conversation seemed terrifying; but do you remember getting your first kiss no matter how lousy it was.. it was suddenly all worth it.
I know i am impulsive because every time the commercial comes on to give to the dumb friends league A battle goes on within my mind. It’s just hard to say no…Lately it seems that every weekend or day off is spent recovering from hangovers, but I woke up yesterday morning not ashamed of myself…but just asking myself “why?”
I poured out everything I had in my fridge today, that seemed to be the entire top shelf. I feel like I have cheated myself out of living life lately. After taking the bottles out to the trash can I felt like I had truly accomplished something…no matter how simple it sounds. The only one I have to fail is myself ..and it all suddenly seems worth it….:)
With that I need to stop procrastenating and go do my homework
LOVE LIFE, BREATH DEEP AND BEFORE YOU LET GO JUST KNOW YOUR NOT ALONE!